I haven’t posted lately. For some reason I feel the need to
post more often when I’m not feeling well. Lately, I feel OK. I had surgery a few weeks ago. I’ve been laid
up on Percocet for three weeks and for some reason my depression has been
tolerable. I say OK but I did just get out of the psych. ward a few days before
Christmas. That was a mistake. Overdose again.
My fifth overdose. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I get really
depressed and my first move is to overdose. Find the worst medication I have
and overdose. At least I didn’t get a stomach pump this time.
Anyway, back to feeling good. All of us with mental health issues
should cherish the good times but I can’t help thinking that something is just
around the corner. Depression seems to come back every time I think everything is
OK. That’s the name of the game in the wonderful world of mental illness. See
you next time. I’ll try to do better.
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