I’ve noticed lately that many people with co morbid disorders
with anxiety especially have a fear of leaving home or sometimes even leaving
whatever room they are comfortable in. I have this problem. My room is my
prison. I am disabled with bipolar disorder and have severe anxiety. If it wasn’t
for doctor and therapist appointments I wouldn’t leave the house or even my
room. My room is my comfort zone.
That’s
not completely true. I go outside to smoke. I somehow manage to smoke a pack a
day out there. But, I quit all the drugs and stopped drinking. Smoking is my
last addiction and I can’t seem to find the want to quit stage.
I also manage to occasionally go to Half Price Books and find
psychology books. I’m looking for the answer to fix my disorder. I know if
there really was an answer the professionals that I see would tell me. But that
doesn’t keep me from constantly looking. It’s all in vain but I feel like if I
wasn’t looking then I would be giving up and I will never give up. If you have the answer then please let us
all know. That's it for this post, please share your thoughts.
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